Episode 4 opens with Pastor Shepherd finding Michelle alone in the quiet of the church sanctuary, reading her mother’s journal and wrestling with what to do next. Their conversation becomes one of the most honest and intimate in the story so far. Pastor Shepherd challenges her not to ask what her mother gave up, but what she found—reminding Michelle that her mother’s choice to stay home wasn’t weakness, but a different form of faithfulness. He invites her to pray “honest prayers,” not the polished ones that sound right in church, but the messy, uncertain kind that open the heart to truth. Their duet, “Honest Prayer,” captures this tension—a conversation with God about identity, fear, and authenticity.
Later, Michelle runs into Suzanne, who gently warns her about the difference between opportunity and obedience. Suzanne reminds her that not every “yes” is God’s yes, urging her to “count the cost first.” The words strike deep, but Michelle can’t shake her growing sense of urgency. Everyone around her—her pastor, her friend, her father—seems to speak for God, yet none of them can silence the ache inside her. When she finds herself awake at 2 a.m., she calls Malik, who tells her to stop living for everyone else’s expectations and “do something just for herself.” His advice feels freeing, but it also tempts her to bend truth in the name of independence.
As the episode closes, Michelle stands in her room, surrounded by conflict and noise—her pastor’s call to pray, Suzanne’s warning to wait, Malik’s voice urging her to go. She begins to pack her suitcase, choosing to follow her dream, even if it means deceiving her father to get there. Her song, “Once in a Lifetime,” bursts forth as both an anthem and a confession—a declaration of courage shadowed by compromise. The lights fade on a young woman determined to chase her destiny, unaware of the cost her choice will carry.
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